wasting away my day…
this is entitled “wasting away my day” because i have done next to nothing at all so far today, and it’s driving me crazy because it gives me too much time to worry and be anxious about things i cannot change. i literally woke up, spent a little time with mom before she went to work, watched trueblood, and got on the computer. i have also been thinking way too much. for some reason i psych myself out about things. examples: making myself think i didn’t write down my work schedule right and that i’m supposed to be at work right now. worrying about work later tonight and making myself nervous that i will mess up. thinking about how i will be alone forever. things such as these are passing through my mind a lot and it’s so irritating! especially when i have so much time on my hands right now! i would go outside and do something, but i have a sunburn and therefore do not wish to subject myself to more uv rays. haha. so this is what i do when i have too much time on my hands.
